The Skin above My Knee

By Marcia Butler
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6.84 Hours 02/21/2017 unabridged
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The unflinching story of a professional oboist who finds order and beauty in music as her personal life threatens to destroy her Music was everything for Marcia Butler. Growing up in an emotionally desolate home with an abusive father and a distant mother, she devoted herself to the discipline and rigor of the oboe and quickly became a young prodigy on the rise in New York City’s competitive music scene. But haunted by troubling childhood memories while balancing the challenges of a busy life as a working musician, Marcia succumbed to dangerous men, drugs, and self-destruction. In her darkest moments, she asked the hardest question of all: Could music truly save her life? A memoir of startling honesty and subtle, profound beauty, The Skin above My Knee is the story of a woman finding strength in her creative gifts and artistic destiny. Filled with vivid portraits of 1970s New York City and fascinating insights into the intensity and precision necessary for a career in professional music, this is more than a narrative of a brilliant musician struggling to make it big in the big city. It is the story of a survivor.

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The unflinching story of a professional oboist who finds order and beauty in music as her personal life threatens to destroy her

Music was everything for Marcia Butler. Growing up in an emotionally desolate home with an abusive father and a distant mother, she devoted herself to the discipline and rigor of the oboe and quickly became a young prodigy on the rise in New York City’s competitive music scene.

But haunted by troubling childhood memories while balancing the challenges of a busy life as a working musician, Marcia succumbed to dangerous men, drugs, and self-destruction. In her darkest moments, she asked the hardest question of all: Could music truly save her life?

A memoir of startling honesty and subtle, profound beauty, The Skin above My Knee is the story of a woman finding strength in her creative gifts and artistic destiny. Filled with vivid portraits of 1970s New York City and fascinating insights into the intensity and precision necessary for a career in professional music, this is more than a narrative of a brilliant musician struggling to make it big in the big city. It is the story of a survivor.

Editorial Reviews

Editorial Reviews

“Marcia Butler narrates her memoir of rising above difficult circumstances through music…Her delivery is clear and well paced even as she recounts the pain of growing up…The narration is book-ended by short oboe performances, a fitting addition that provides context for the listener.” AudioFile
“Marcia Butler has composed her own music here, and it is filled with passion and yearning and ultimately the kind of beauty that can save us all.” Andre Dubus III, New York Times bestselling author
“A beautiful memoir—meticulously nuanced, daringly honest, and utterly inspiring.” Tim Page, Pulitzer Prize–winning music critic, Washington Post
Brutally honest.... The light and the dark fight it out in this fierce, fiery memoir. Kirkus Reviews
A moving account of how passion and creativity can be powerful weapons against neglect, cruelty, and self-harm. Publishers Weekly
Impressive.... [Butler's] imaginative prose fires the senses dramatically. Music aficionados will find an extraordinarily kindred spirit here, and lovers of memoir will find this a sensationally satisfying one. Booklist
Gorgeously written, The Skin Above My Knee takes the reader from the world's most lauded concert venues into the innermost sanctums of musician's lives in New York. Always honest and admirably adverse to self-pity, Marcia Butler's beautiful book cuts its devastating insights with poetic love for the world. My heart broke in several places, and leapt in several others. When I finished reading, I felt as if I understood music on a level usually reserved for world class musicians. Stunning. Marie-Helene Bertino, author of 2 A.M at The Cat's Pajamas
Marcia Butler's amazing memoir, The Skin Above My Knee, could have remained a tale of damage and survivorship. But from the first page Butler announces bigger intentions than her own autobiography which in and of itself is mesmerizing. She weaves her journey as if it were music itself--at first a horn section begins playing when the parents enter the stage wings. But then we move to grander art and in the end the mature concerto triumphs. Always fueled by her startling musical talent and precocious intelligence, Marcia Butler is a winner and so is her must-read book. Nancy Zafris, author of The Home Jar
Heartbreaking, page turning, and ultimately redemptive, The Skin Above My Knee is a dazzling memoir about life as an internationally recognized classical musician and about one woman's journey to the only sort of love that lasts-self-acceptance. An insider's look at the world of professional performance and a moving account of one woman's effort to transmute pain into beauty, this book will appeal to anyone who has ever wondered how you get to Carnegie Hall or how to survive family. Reader, she succeeds beautifully. E.J. Levy, author of Love, In Theory
In The Skin Above My Knee, a classical musician takes a walk on the wild side and almost doesn't make it up the stairs. Butler's remarkable memoir of a New York City freelance musician's life does for classical music what Patti Smith's Just Kids did for proto-punk, and Eileen Myles's Inferno did for Lower East Side poetry. Tim Tomlinson, author of Requiem for the Tree Fort I Set on Fire
Fierce and lyrical, honest and darkly funny, Marcia Butler's memoir is so good, I found myself canceling plans with friends so I could stay home with this ravishing book. Her gift with language is rare. Not only can she describe her descent into a spiral of self-destructive behavior so vividly that you fear for her life, she will, in the end, carry you away with the poetry of her words as she describes the transcendent power of music. Patrica McCormick, author of the National Book Award finalist Sold
In her debut memoir, The Skin Above My Knee, Marcia Butler shows us how music - listening to it, playing it, losing it, and rediscovering it - can save us. With bravery and honesty, she unflinchingly tells her story. And through it all, music resonates and becomes the soundtrack for us all. Ann Hood, author of The Book That Matters Most

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Author Bio: Marcia Butler

Marcia Butler was a professional oboist for twenty-five years, until her retirement from music in 2008. During her musical career, she performed as a principal oboist and soloist on the most renowned New York and international stages and with many high-profile musicians and orchestras.

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Available Formats : Digital Download
Category: Nonfiction/Biography & Autobiography
Runtime: 6.84
Audience: Adult
Language: English